sumasakit ang aking kaluluwa #2

i'm in a cave communing with my secret animal the, panda.
what's a panda doing in a cave you wonder?.... i am wondering too. apir. i am closing my eyes and slowly letting the world slip back into the unknown, like a bunch of glaciers that have fallen back into the freezing ocean. i am in front of my computer screen, sitting in the lotus position, meditating to the sound of fingers punching letters into the keyboards. this is relaxing me....well, not really but i am trying, to hypnotize my brain into thinking that everything is spiffy. the panda is angry...i repeat...the panda is angry... the panda is brandishing its claws towards my face in a threatening motion.... the panda is jumping up and down and making a loud noise that sounds like a growl..... the panda... is now a bear...i repeat the panda has turned into a bear..panda...bear...bea..r...pa..n..d..a..
i mistook the bear for a panda..... i am now out of my secret cave....running out...of my secret cave.. my face is full of scratches....and my big left toe is kinda missing....