of UK & other musings

i went to my first ever ukay trip yesteday. i felt kinda uncertain at first, since the place we went to was so small. there were only about 2 racks in the middle of the room, & 2 more big ones next to the wall. good thing it had airconditioning coz i would've probably called the whole thing off if the condition had been really bad. since i already had a slight cold, and felt bad as it was.

i heard that ukay is a 'chamba chamba' type a thing. you gotta be at the right place at the right time. the best time to go shopping is when the store, had just been stocked with new arrivals.

i didn't find a lot of fantabulous stuff, but atleast i did not go empty handed. i got 2 sweaters, & 1 shirt for 1 hundred pesosesss (hehehe)
that was not a bad deal...not bad at all!!!

i changed my template. black fits my mood. i don't know.
i've just been struck with complete sadness just a few hours ago. this happens to me sometime. out of nowhere a harbinger of darkness comes and draws his cape over my beautiful mood. this sucks, cause this feeling almost leaves me immobilized. it's impossible to concentrate on anything that needs my attention. it's a physical sensation. a tightness in your stomach that pulls everything out of view. all you feel is this whirl inside of you that swallows everything whole. you want to scream, but you don't. you keep all the voices inside. so you cry instead, but it doesn't really make it go away. it just reveals your weakess.i hate this.